It has been a year and 13 days since my last entry. I think I owe myself this entry. Recent, very recent developments in my life has made me all messed up again. Relationships have a place in everybody's lives, but I am so confused about the state of mine, and wether or not I am truly ready to be up for another. Is there such a thing a conditional love? Think about it; for you to love someone, you surely expect the person to love you back. Is that not a condition? You hope that when you do something nice for the other half, they'd be grateful. Even guised as a hope, it IS a condition, because if they don't show appreciation, you'd be hurt... either privately or openly. We ended our relationship yesterday; "no regrets". But I left wondering if I was ever truly ready for such a commitment after my last divorce. Why do I wonder that? Because I know that I was unfair in some ways to her. I was. Did that stem from my belief that I was ready for love? And did that b...
There was a time I knew, that no matter come what may, love will prevail. And then, inside the dreams I knew, came the question lovers fear, "Can true love fail?". I know in my heart and mind, that no matter come what may, love will survive. Love, the author of space and time, keeps the galaxies and each sparrow alive.